Hard to believe?

When you spare a make up smile, 

I'm instantly your biggest fan. 

How was I to know, 

That you practiced it beforehand?

Words of wisdom from a pothead.

Its funny how women have been a great inspiration for this blog to run but whats wrong with that anyway.

So a quick introduction; she's insulting, has a mole on her right cheek, drives an old white zen, has a boombox which looks a 34 b boob with no nipples, is a big time pothead(should have begun with that), always has maal on her, loves photography, had red streaks once, met me through another tharkey friend, has cool stitch slippers, is a die hard coldplay fan(could have begun with this too!) and this could be a never ending list so let me move beyond this introduction.

Sometimes I'd completely say something random and then laugh at people around me who'd try to make sense out of it, its a bit disturbing I know but what's funnier is that this chick makes sense out of the all the unorganized thoughts that I'd throw at her, those which after a point start sounding random to me.

It surprises me. 

(2 weeks skipped)

I told her I like her, was pretty sure she liked me back too. How was i sure? Vibes! I believe they are involuntary and they communicate a persons emotional state which is easily felt by others around them.

Her's hit me at the exact same frequency as mine. For me she's become one of the people who's reputation precedes her, when you introduces her to your friends, they already know who she is because you have already talked about her. She nearly ticks all the boxes listed under the perfect girl category.

But is there a break from this vicious cycle of love and destruction and why does it have to come in anyway? cause humans have been designed like that? on the other hand the heartache has its own rate of decay and it hardly coincides with when we think it ought to go. 

But leaving all of this aside, the pothead says "lets go with the flow"  :)